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YingX
aka hazel
18 feb 1987
hmps ytss nyjc rmit
anD not forgetting sot
[she loves it there]

chatterbox shopaholic vainpot materialistic extrovert crappy
and read more at
hEr friendster


she adores chad michael murray: 04s1a/2: five: threesome:dark chocolate: polka-dots: crowns: princess: diamonds *bling bling*: butterflies: the night: gym-ming: tanning: adidas: sports: cam-whoring: barbie dolls: shades: cosmetics: pretty pretty clothes...

ahe abhors hypocrites: backstabbers: bengs&lians: disppoinments: letting go: routines: cats...

anD lastly..
she strongly believes that a promise is not meant to be broken.


taggie




*linkkies

Aaron | Edward | Ellis
Ernest | Fred | Gayna
gerlynn | huiping | jeff
jErry | jing | joanne
Junhao | keith | kelz
lenesy | liling | lijia
liYan | meiting | mwachz
puan | sek | shijia
tErence | threesome | vannie
xinhui | xueting

*celebrity blogs*

dawn yang: ds ng
mr brown: single serves: spg


shop till you drop dead!

abercrombie: hollister jeans
karmaloop: nordstrom
urban outfitters: victoria secret


lurf lurf (:

cleo
covergirl
hollywoodrag
nightlife


*memoriEs
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006



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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

okays peeps!
i know this is super irritating
have been contemplating fer quite some time
and teehee! i have finally decided to switch to livejournal.
depp!e~
http://hazelnutt-18.livejournal.com/
i might come back to blogspot again.
but right now, i am in love with the layout of livejournal.
so yepps. hahaa.
do leave ya name as part of the msg if you leave any comments, ya?
else i will have lotsa anonymous ppl leaving msgs..
hurhur.
cya ard at my new site(:


she misses life as a toddler

Monday, September 25, 2006

great. i feel so smart now =((
was printing OB group assignment earlier on but my dumb printer just simply refused to on itself. thinkin that my desktop couldnt detect it, i went to connect it to my labby. but nopie no no! still cant detect! got super panicky. my mind was like going "omgawd omgawd. the three of them are so gonna kill mi" serious! especially ERNEST CHOY. my whole mind was images of him nagging at mi non-stop. [ahaha! serious! i haf no idea why though.] went to control panel etc etc. Only to find that the main switch wasnt on-_-" fuck. i was swearing like nobody's business.
anw, had quite a bad day. eeks! karma.. it must be that. gosh!
p.s. fer the benefit of people who are getting old [*ahem. MR ERNEST.. i have enlarged the font.. its so not cute now :( whines~~]
and all thanks to ERNEST CHOY again. our group declaration form has got correction fluid on it. eugh! else our report would haf been so pretty can. kns.
whatever. i am done with crapping. was feeling super pissed w/ that stupid terence earlier on. but have deleted away that entry. shrugs. decided that life's too short to spend on moments like this. am gonna hit my pillows soon. nites world! miss mi(: teehee~


she misses life as a toddler

Sunday, September 24, 2006

man. i am so in love with mary J blige's Be Without You fer god-noes-what reason.
lurf lurf (:


she misses life as a toddler



i just woke up.
[YES. if u noe what i mean. as usual. hurhur. ]
and i realli haf got nothing beta to do
cus i am done with the OB group assignment ald. depp!e depp!e~~
[speaking of which, kelz! thanks loads fer helping mi with the editing okiekie. ahahaa. and stop reminding mi of my pimple. else i shall remind you that u nid to photoshop every picture of yours. hurhur.]
okays. as i was saying. i realli damn eng now. so *ahem. i have decided to dedicate this entry specially fer my buddy.

moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron moron
see. told you i am a nice girl(: hurhur.


she misses life as a toddler



ernest and bud are asking mi to blog
[the conseQuence pestering them to blog. hurhur.]
but seriously. i cant reallli think of anithing to blog
i dun wanna blog about my mundane life every other entry and bore u guys to death
and it feels weird
blogging bt what everydae life.
so i shall let pictures say it all(: smart. ahahaa!


hafing fun (: it's a wild WILD night. woohoo~


teehee! happy faces (: smile~


the same dumbass covered our face. neh!
hmm.. i cant seem to upload the pics on kelz bday celebration at Wala Wala. and i am super lazy to compress them. ahahha. so yepps. wait till i am in good mood one of these days. hurhur.
alrights. this is kinda random.
but i shall bear in mind that whatever that happened in the club
will remain in the club.
once one stepped out of the club
its a different thing altogether...


she misses life as a toddler

Thursday, September 21, 2006

oh fuck.
i just realised there's a horrendous scratch on my labby
and its less than a year old
*shriek
damn it.


she misses life as a toddler



eugh. i really hate waking up after clubbing the previous night
the feeling simply sucks alrights
it just feels weird.
its feels as though i haf to adjust myself all again
to adapt between the clubbing side of mi and reality
wells, at least i have learnt not to cry after clubbing.
and i shant cry anymore..


she misses life as a toddler

Sunday, September 17, 2006

isnt sale just sale?
why is there a term like "super sale"?
hmm... this doesnt make sense
wells, at least not to mi.
anyways,
*Happy b!rthday* kelz !!!
and stop playing games!! start kpo-ing! ahahaa! i wan juicy gossip! Quickk!!


she misses life as a toddler

Saturday, September 16, 2006

was toking with the girls ytd about those days back in YTSS.
man, seriously, those were the best days..
anw anw, that reminds mi of ernest's email.
the memories of those things we used to when young's simply nice (:
let mi see..

some of the fond memories..
1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug. The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.

3. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.

4. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.

5. There are colourful tickets for TIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.

6. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

7. You've probably read Young Generation magazine. You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

8. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

9. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

10. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

11. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

12. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

13. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

14.The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

15. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.

16. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too

17. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the mostimportant fish.

18. We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc

19. Every Children's day and National day youeither get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'

20. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother

21. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes

22. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

23.You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes
24. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm

25. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday

26. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

27. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.

28. Boys like to catch fighting spiders

29. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

30. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you, hard to forget".

31. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah


32. There were at least 40 people in one class

33. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried

34. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

those moments were really silly and cute. now to think back.. i realli dunnoe whether or not to laugh at myself. can u imagine that? daddy and mummy's so strict with mi back then that going to Yishun library was a luxury, going to Northpoint is WOW. hurhur. i cant enter the arcade cus they think i will turn bad if i do. lols. and those times when we all meet up and play swings at playground were simply great! we finish sweet valley junior within half an hour and a little longer fer sweet valley senior.. omg. hahaa. right now memories were like flashing non-stop at the back of my mind. lols. getting a lil lazy to type up all of it. it will probably take mi another 100000 years to finish this entry if i do. wahaha. OKAYS. this is a lil exaggerating.
OKAYS. bYee peeps! teehee!


she misses life as a toddler

Friday, September 15, 2006

alrights. so today was a damn cranky day fer mi [and super duper drama]
i have absolutely no idea whats up with mi todae
i think some nerves of mine that's connected to one's laughter control came loose today
i just wouldnt stop laughing!
i was laughing at practically everithing!
from the tissues [okays, it actually turned out to be sandwhich wrappers] on bud's plate which i think is damn auntie, to kunda being a good boy finishing up all his veggie to etc etc.
and i was damn embarassed during IA can. omgawd. Balwant [btw, he's my lecturer lest anione of you out there's wondering] was drawing a mercedes on the board LAH [which looks more like a tanker anw]. i was already trying hard to control my laughter. anD that stupid kunda sitting behind mi had to spoil everithing by cracking a super lame joke "wah, its so rare to see the driver sitting ahead of the front wheel". i literally burst out laughing upon hearing that can. Fer that spilt second, i forgot i was in the lecture hall. and gosh. the next thing i know, EVERYONE in the LT was turning their heads. i hope not too many of them realised its mi. omgawd. in the past, its just a handful who will turn and try to look fer the idiot who's like laughing. so you can imagine how loud it was. what's more, i was controlling my laughter before that. so it was damn LOUD can. eugh!! there goes my reputation. and stupid bud! i not attending some stupid art lesson can. neh~ just making those boring dull notes more colurful can. hurhur.
after class, was lalaa-ing w/ ernest and weihao [lynn's oyster] called mi a radio!!!! kns. he was like like toking over the phone with lynn todae and he was telling lynn that i was speaking so loudly that he can hear mi all the way from tampines? [i cant remember the exact location he mentioned but anw.. ] as though that wasnt enough, he went on to call mi a radio. i was like R.A.D.I.O??!! he told lynn i didnt stop toking fer the past 10 minutes or so while he was on the phone with her. that he kept hearing mi rattle on and on. boo! i didnt even realised that can. and ernest was also talking what. hurhur.
went town with lynn after class. was feeling so stressed up LAH. anw, was a great day out except fer the fact that the two of us could only afford to window shop. damn broke! eeks! the feeling simply sucks. we didnt even buy anithing. not even a single top. CAN U IMAGINE that?? gosh. hahaa. but still, had a great time with her. it realli feels good to have a pal like her, whom you can lalaa about almost everithing with. we neva seem to run out of topic. simply lurf that feeling! lols.
met up with rubby sm and lp after that. teehee! lurf seeing the gals again. lols. was telling them the balwant joke at subway. and it all started again. lols. and we saw mingshu!! my crush back in secondary school. gosh. i cant believe it! i actually see him like after 4 years. lols. man, he look damn different i must say. silly sm said he look like some mainland guy. and we all started laughing again. no OKAYS. its jap style silly ger!
oh ya! was crapping with edward. damn boliao. we ended up arguing whether it's doggies that are scared of cats or the other way. ahaha! damn farni. end up dragging ernest into the silly arguement. OKAYS. we have nothing better to do -_-"
OKAYS. anw, e depressing part of the day came after OB. i just have this super duper strong bad feeling about my individual OB essay. as in i didnt have that kind of great feeling like i did when i am done with my GP essay back in JC. eugh!! i just hope that my essay doesnt turn out too bad. i dunn wanna repeat the whole module again! i know whats done cannot be undone. but still.. i cant help worrying.. S.I.G.H... the feeling simply sucks alrights.
and i just dun get it. i dun understand why am i like settling fer something less. i dun understand why did i have to lose all the momentum and enthusiasm to mugg when i went to jc. I JUST DONT GET IT. i used to be aiming fer things like being top in the class, top 10 in the level, top 40 in the level etc etc back in secondary school. i will cry if i see grades like B4. sometimes i just get so damn pissed off with myself fer ending up in today's state. like i wouldnt end up in such a pathetic state if i hadnt play so much fer the past two years. call mi scaredy cat or whatever. i dun care. but i am realli scared. i realli dun wanna waste another 3 years of my life in sim, and end up getting a degree that's gonna lead mi to nowhere. i dunn wan history to repeat itself! i wanna get a proper and pretty degree by the end of three years! i reali wan to.. i'm like feeling so overwhelmed and overloaded i aint sure i have the strength to carry on anymore. not that i expect to get a degree with ease. but..shrugs. in any case, i have made up my mind. to play as much as i can next week and i am hitting the book soon after that. no more shopping clubbing pubbing movies or whatsoever nonsense till the end of sem papers. YES. that shall be it. people, mugg hard too okie?
i know i am long winded. but seriously, i am really glad to haf known this bunch of uni mates. i think i will die w/o them. that my uni life is gonna be damn pathetic and boring w/o them. they are realli great peeps to lalaa with! even on my gloomy days, with all those crap, nonsense and lame jokes of theirs, one just cant help but laugh. even though its just fer that short moment, but still, they made my day(: thanks peeps!
anw, i realli dun noe why. lotsa peeps are saying that i give them a feeling that i am from a girls' school and that i am a potential les. lols. i am just a LITTLE more sexist what. hahaa. hmm...
oh yeps! i am so happy that lynn's joining Sea Sports club with mi!! depp!e depp!e yepp!e [ernest choy. purleese fer heaven sake, learn this by hard. i dun wanna kip correcting u. you alwix get it wrong if u havent realise. hahaaa!] anw anw, its like 40 bucks fer a 3-years membership!! woohoo~~ i was like damn high after hearing this!! yayeness!! like finally! ahaha! kayaking, windsurfing and wakeboarding awaiting mi! its getting mi so excited ca. anyone anyone interested?? lols. can jio the both of us go together. and i think i wanna take up diving someday. teehee!
okays. nites peeps! my energy level's running low ald. hahaa~


hidden behind the smile are nothing but tears...


she misses life as a toddler