"Hey kid, you'll never live this down"

Thursday, June 29, 2006

seriously. i think that i am not a very nice person
as in its not easy to get along with mi and tolerate my nonsense.
i swear i am aware of it okays.
i guess its just my principles that i'm very particular about.
anw anw, had my orientation todae.
honestly speaking. i think my 3 yrs is gonna be a rather pathetic one.
eugh. the idea sucks.
the campus is so big
yet it seems so hard to find my type of ppl.
most of them in my OG grp are born in 1987 or earlier
so i am like the youngest
there's even 1982!!
you can imagine my face when they told mi
i wasnt expecting such a big age gap
as i was saying, my OG groupmates are pretty alright.
i mean they are pretty nice ppl
but just not the type which i can bitch around anD lalaa with i guess
i am so not mi todae!
a shy Hazel it was todae
perhaps better known as anti-social.
eugh. WHATEVER.
life sucks :(((((

she misses life as a toddler

Monday, June 26, 2006

okays. so i woke up with a heart attack early in the morning
woke up at 5am [FYI, this is very atypical of mi], feeling excited that i'm going school and stuff
only to find 20 minutes later that i got the date wrong
that the enrolment exercise cum briefing is on 22 june instead of 26 june.
which means i missed the enrolment exercise!!!
can you imagine??
i almost cried LAH!
last thursday it was!
gosh. i couldnt believe the mess i was in.
and i swear i saw that the enrolment was on 26 june LAH.
to think i read the letter and went through the information sheets so many times -_-"
anw anw, after a frantic morning, the person finally told mi that i can get the enrolment done on wed instead.
Phew phew phew!~
oh yeps! went to mich's place after work. lols. went to fetch Shawn and Samuel with her before that. man, the three boys Shawn Samuel and Shane are simply adorable beyond description can. They realli noe how to amuse themselves and Shawn is such a vainpot! hahaa. i got kisses from each one of them! lols. anD that really made my day (: after that, mich brought mi to this realli great salon at AMK todae. She almost fainted when i told her i wanted to go to orchard to have my hair cut. hahaa. was still telling xue that auntie salon in my dictionary = those salons you see around housing estates. but this one turns out realli good! thumbs up! went fer brown instead of blonde in the end. didnt feel like bleaching my hair that's already in a pathetic dry state. boo! blew near to a hundred bucks at the salon. lols. money sure cum fast and go fast fer mi hur :(

she misses life as a toddler

Saturday, June 24, 2006

i am excited 'bt starting school
but i just cant bring myself to look forward to my upcoming orientation :(
my OGL called mi two days ago
and he said THIS: "... We are gonna play some games and we will have to walk around the school. So dont wear heels... "
PLAY SOME GAMES??!!
gosh. that sounded so secondary school-ish can
how interesting =/
*roll eyes*
i almost fainted on the sport
Cant they organise something more exciting than just merely a day orientation?
boo!
and the thing is
i dunnoe of anyone who's going SIM's RMIT :((
eugh.
my life cant get any bettter i know.
was telling wei wei the other day that i'm starting to get a little worried
bt the kinda people i am going to meet [what if the girls in SIM are the bitchy lot? what if..] and stuff
and the thing is: i am shy when i meet strangers okays
as in i alwix feel awkward
not knowing what to tok about
as much as i love meeting new people, making new friends
i HATE the awkward silence at times
when you guys suddenly run out of topics.
anD as i rattled on and on,
that silly ger's laughter just got louder :(
saying that she cant link the word SHY to mi -_-"
i was serious that day okie, silly ger!
alrights. i noe. sometimes i have too much free time that i start worrying bt this and that.
sigh
just hope that this wed will be fine.
after all, its gonna be 3 years in RMIT.
anw anw,
to xixxi: HAPPY SWEET 19, sweetheart (:
okays. shall update again.
nites ppl (:

she misses life as a toddler

Thursday, June 08, 2006

oh fuck.
i seriously dont like having a maid at home
this is so pissifying!
everything is just so not in place can
anD it's driving mi nuts!!!!
having a maid doesnt mean less work
it means more work okays
my lifestyle has to be compromised in one way or other
anD that SUCKS.
i cant take it anymore
am gonna clean up my house thoroughly before leaving fer work tmr
damn it
wanted to mop my room todae
only to find the mop hanged with all her lingerie, clothes and whatever rag there is
as though that wasnt enough
she doesnt clean the kitchen thoroughly after cooking LAH
leaving it all greasy.
the floor. the wall. she just cleans them fer the sake of it
i was that near to telling her this, " You might as well not clean it."
mummy doesnt usually use the kitchen
and when she does
she cleans it at least 2 times can
it looks totally BRAND NEW LAH
EUGH~~~~
seriously. i am starting to hate it at home
as in i feel irritated seeing it in a mess LAH.
i know i am being kinda mean here
but it's just this inner side of mi,
this clean freak self that lives within mi that's protesting
[the aftermath of living with a perfectionist- none other than my mummy]
EEKS!!!!!!!
if not fer the fact that my granny who cant do w/o a maid
[since none of us can/know how to take care of her]
i WOULD NEVER agree to hiring a maid
let alone letting her stay at my place
man. when are all these nonsense ending??!!
CRAP.
FUCK.. i just feel like swearing.

she misses life as a toddler

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

alrights. havent been blogging fer quite a while.
let mi see..
nothing much going on in my life actually
but just in the mood to blog
lols. i know. that is so typical of mi ['',]
zouk on wed w/ the usual gals [xue choo and jac], xue's colleagues and of cus her jeremy
hmm.. the music wasnt too bad
but guess i still prefer it at Club Momo though.
i like watching pole dance anD zouk doesnt have it LAH! hahaa
man, my whole face was burning from the effect of Long Isand Tea can
what's more Phuture was so damn freakin" packed that night
felt as though i was dying [kie. this is a little exaggerating.]
anD people wldnt stop stepping on my slippers
[and i swear i really HATE it when people do so, be it intentionally or not]
anD because of my not very ideal height
[but still i meet the minimum height reQuirement fer SIA, okays?],
people's elbow always hit mi LAH.
damn idiot =(
anw anw, got on the wrong bus again ytd.
man, this must haf been the nth time i got onto the wrong bus-_-"
i wonder how many times does this haf to happen before i actually learn my lesson
go ahead and laugh your heads off, you evil freaks=(
oh ya! granny and her maid mimi are staying over at my place fer a period of time
which means earlier bedtime fer mi=(
since they both need their sleep
i cant be playing my music out loud like i normally do right
anD that also means no midnight TV fer mi.
not that i really mind
but trying to get used to the change i guess.
shall think on the bright side
sleeping early= pretty pretty skin [ yep. no more horrendous skin(: ]
okays. i seriously have got nothing to blog bt. heex. anw, pics up soon. yeps.

she misses life as a toddler