"Hey kid, you'll never live this down"

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

was on my way to work this morning
saw this guy standing on something that made mi really speechless
it's just this invention resembles a kick scooter.
just that all you have to do is to stand on this machine itself to move about
you dont even need to use your leg anymore
all it takes is just the motor.
it makes mi wonder
is that guy really lazy to that extent
to even travel a short distance by foot?
i mean does walking reQuire that much amount of energy?
i cant help but wonder how would a wheelchair-bound being feel if he/she were to see this really dumb invention
comical?
i dunnoe.
what a redundant invention
oh wells, wuDever.
*roll eyes*

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Monday, May 22, 2006

sometimes i just get so damn tired of excuses
that i dun bother to listen
perhaps not explaining would be better.

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

urgh. the feeling of falling ill sucks
and it alwix happen when i played too much
nonetheless, the past few days have been really fun(:
anw, back to sleep.

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

to my silly brother:
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAE (:
hahaa! terence that silly boy turned 17 today.
had a simple get-together dinner anD mini celebration fer him
cus Daddy had to rush off to somewhere else.
it was nonetheless great i would say
i lurf family get-together sessions like this
it's so rare that i realli treasure times like this
as in sometimes we dun even get to see one another around
not that we dont want to, but our working time clashes.
besides, we are all busy with our own life
daddy's busy with work anD his QCC stuff, terence with his study anD mummy with her work [anD of cus shopping]
anyways anyways, terence let mummy anD i try the cookies jolene made fer him. man, its great! lols. yummilicious. slurp~ it's so nice anD fresh that i dont mind eating at night. hahaa! sinful. tsk tsk. anw, thanks jolene! i thought that was really sweet of you(: you made him a realli happy boy. hahaa.
i just uploaded the pics anw.

LIQI's b!rthday

the birthday gEr(:

Dian anD Shirley. hahaa!

random pictures
the damn cuTe happy house chocolate series that rubber anD i saw in this cuTe lil korean shop.

the giant pocky Sandy bought fer us. lols.

i think seriously. myee eyebrows are getting a littke too thick. hahaa!

terence's b!rthdae

his cake.

lols. i alwix fing pictures of people blowing candles very farni. hahaa. dun ask mi why.

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

just received a msg from nyjc
telling us to return to school fer collection of the A's cert.
i havent got any idea why.
buT there's just this fear in mi
to even step into the school again.
perhaps i aint as strong as i appear to be
perhaps i just havent really come to accept the fact that there's a fucking O in myee A's cert.
or perhaps its just the memories that i dun wish to be reminded of.
in whichever case.
all i know is that
i DREAD the feeling of returning to that school.
YES. i repeat. I DREAD RETURNING TO NYJC.
anyways anyways, just went to the shipping department. guess what that dumb Jerry anD Roy called mi anD Dian. TRAFFIC POLICE!!! know why? cus coicidentally, i was wearing myee super duper bright limegreen hairband anD Dian was wearing her limegreen earrings. so ta da~ we became the traffic police-_-" Thank you very much. i was printing shipping labels anD jerry was telling Roy that i was issuing "san man" [fines in some dialect]. very farni mr jerry [actually, to speak the truth, it's rather hilarious lah. i was laughing fer the entire day at least. whenever the thought of us being traffic police crossed my mind]. damn idiot can. neh~ he even asked Dian if she watched soccer. He asked Dian to check out which team wears limegreen jersey anD asked her to get one to match with her earrings. i wanted to throw myee slippers ald can. hahaa.

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Monday, May 15, 2006

alive anD kicking!
hahaa. surprised?
wells, all i could sae is:
i lurf my mummy daddy anD godmummy more than anyone else!!
lols.
auntie HXY's right after all. it's through hard times that toughen us up anD that no matter how bad things are, they will work out eventually. somehow. thanks gal! lurf you to bits!! anD not forgetting joanne!! thanks fer being there anD offering to chill with mi despite your tight schedule. *huggiEs

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the world just crashed on her
anD she's dead.

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

i kept having weird customers this weekend. yesterday was an old hag. YES. an old hag who wanted to buy our jackets anD kept insisting that our jackets are way too expensive. she actually looks like one of those old grannies we see in ghost shows, where they actualli pick cardboards to earn a living. who always curse that you will meet with a misfortune. yep. that's why she gave mi a creepy feeling. i mean, she's so queer! anD she wouldnt stop criticising anD complaining that the cutting is way too small. She just insisted that she's right when its actualli the top she wore that's too thick. thus making her feel tight. damn idiot can. made a mess anD she has the cheeks to leave without buying any of the jackets that she claimed is fer teenagers who hasnt gone through puberty/ fully developed yet-_-" why did she try it in that case? she's just so damn irritating. i realli felt like using myee slippers anD slam it against that mouth of hers. anD she dare give mi some lame excuse that she wanted to get it fer someone else. *roll eyes* i mean come on LAH, obviously you wanted to get it fer yourself but you are scared that people will say that the design is too young fer you. i am not 3 year old kid alrights. oh wells, ike i care.
another weird woman i met toDae scared the hell out of mi. YES. i was like trembling already. man, she's so scary can. omgawd. anD crude. she was talking VERY loudly. anD i mean VERY. mine [which is already very loud] is absolutely nothing as compared to hers. her daughter is actually a little mentally disabled. yeps. so she actualli insisted that her daughter get a pink tee. which her daughter didnt like. so the woman was like screaming. omgawd. she's just very scary that i can shudder at the thought of it. anD she kept bargaining, wanting to get the tee-shirt at 15 instead of 18. *roll eyes. told her i not the ladyboss, cant actualli give her that price. anD she wouldnt stop grumbling anD complaining that i dun want to lower the price. grRrr... wuDever. am so glad when she finally left. omgawd. irritating customers =(

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12may
a great day out in town with rubby. went to watch When a stranger calls since tickets fer Aquamarine were sold out=( anways anyways, i was laughing damn hard in the theatre can. not because of the show of cus. lols. if you are smart enough. YES. it's our miss rubber. man, that silly girl can reali scream when watching thrillers. i swear that she screamed into myee ears at least three times LAH. hahaa! silly gal. dont say i didnt warn you people out there. sometimes her scream can really give you cardiac attack, seriously. lols. think twice before asking her out fer thrillers. rubby said that the show was pretty nice , which i absolutely disagreed. lols. i was so bored in the middle part that i almost fell asleep can. Can you imagine? falling asleep watching thrillers! you get the idea how bored the show is. anD the thrilling part only lasted fer what seems like 10 minutes. anD i hate the ending can!! the mystery guy turned out to be a serial killer with an unknown identity who committed 50 murder cases. omgawd.just like that. what a STUPID ending. *roll eyes* i was still guessing anD telling rubby maybe he wanted to murder the family cus" he wanted to get hold of some antiques or microchip in the house. anD rubby says i think too much=/ neh~the show was such a letdown. it didnt turn out as nice as the title suggested. okays, i know i'm whining alot over a $9.50 show. never mind, i'm waiting fer the da vinci code will be showing next week!! anD i think that will be alot more interesting.
oh yes!! rubber saw this farni guy with moustache that looks like those you see in "Aladdin". he was in the same cabin as the 2 of us. i havent got ani idea what the man did to his moustache or wuDever. he probably went to wax it or even applied sticky glue on it. god knows! anways anyways, i just burst out laughing when rubby got mi to look at mi [the usual. hahaa!] the guy knows that i'm laughing at him LAH. idiot. but i realli couldnt control myself, seriously. the sight was damn farni. so i start taking things out from my shopping bags anD pretended that it was something else that i was laughing at. of cus that wasnt too convincing. i was so glad he alighted at the next stop. else i think i would laugh all the way to Khatib anD he can throw his slippers at mi. lols.
13may
working at Cineleisure. am pretty bored with the job already. guess i will quit soon anD hunt fer some other witressing or retail weekend jobs when school starts. i pretty much dread to work there, especially on saturday. its not the nature of job i'm toking about. i just dun like it as in each week i go there, it will be a fresh beginning. there will be new stocks anD stuff. i would them have to familiarise myself with the stocks. u cant possibly expect a customer to wait long when they ask fer say, a new piece right.
anyways anyways, the dateline fer submission of the reply slip fer RMIT is tomorrow. 12may2006!! anD i havent actually done so. how how how? okays, i know i realli ought to bang myself against the wall anD just die at times. grrr..
anD oh YES. saw this group of cheena freaks on myee way home. damn it. spoil my day. and they are fuckin" childish anD crude can. omgawd. i sinply loathe cheena freaks. spastic people who pollute the air with some dumb language of theirs, making our civilised society look like some piece of shit with stupid behaviours of theirs. can u imagine? a group of guy pulling a guy, not letting him get down when he reached his station. i thought obli pri sch kids do that? oh werlls

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Wtf. mr delievery man, Dian anD I are not obliged to help you with the delievery okays. That’s your job, NOT ours. you are paid to deliever the goods mind you. We are merely doing it out of kindness. If that’s how you thank us, just forget it. FUCK off. i dont even give a damn.
Shirley got Dian anD i to escort this stationery delivery guy. man, he's so not appreciative crude rude barbarian anD whatsoever. We were helping him out with some of the delivery [the lighter boxes of cus] since he was alone. anD guess what? he acted as though we are obliged to help him LAH. omgawd omgawd! i was so pissed tat i just walked off anD went to do myee stuff. i didnt even bother to escort him down. i hope he gets caught by the security. i will be rolling on the floor laughing. damn it. should haf gotten Dian not to escort him down. why did such people even exist on this universe? damn it damn it~~ sorry buT i'm just so mean to people who aint very nice.
Seriously, I am getting very tired of this damn admin job. buT i realli dont know how to put it across to Shirley. F.A.T.I.G.U.E Seriously. I wldnt be surprised if I were to find myself walking off just like that one fine dae. Or decide not to turn up fer work. i am starting to get very annoyed with people who dont do their jobs properly anD end up having to look fer mi/Dian fer invoices. freaking irritating can. cant they see that its alot of trouble fer us, on top of our workload? damn idiiot LAH. thank you so much hur.
eeks~ i was so damn pissed that i broke down crying todae in office. grr.. WUDEVER. nono, it's not PMS alrights.
anw on the lighter note, i shall talk about the best beverage ever in town. hahaa. hazel's creation. ever stood in the pantry anD cant decide what to get fer yourself? try mixing coffee anD milo powder! gosh. it tastes great! lols. kie kie, i know i have weird tastebuds. first with eating milo powder anD now a coffee + milo powder drink. how interesting can life get LAH. hahaa!

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

neh~ went to Zouk anD Phuture w/auntie HXY anD three of her colleagues, Joyce Ziling anD Ben. gosh. the session was such a horrid. was so turned off by the music. gosh. i swear. that was the worst clubbing experience ever. ~~everyone~~ okays. most of the people there [if that makes a difference] were self entertaining, trying so hard to make themselves high. anD of cus that includes the five of us. since Apricot Brandy that we had didnt make us very high either. it was a funny sight nonetheless. to see people making such effort. i mean people putting in efforts to make themselves high enough while clubbing. doesnt this sound funny? lols. when it could have been done effortlessly at MOS or even club momo w/ the right genre of music.
alrites. i am done with whining. am off to bed. i am seriously deprived of sleep.YES. SLEEP!! lols. oOoOo anD before i'm off to bed, i want to get brown eyeshadow!! i think they make our eyes look a lot prettier. okie okie, i noe this is very random. like out of nowhere, the topic of eyeshadow surface. hahaa. nites people(:

i have no idea why. buT i'm feeling damn weird while posting this entry. it just feels weird blogging bt what i did anD stuff.. updating my life. since i aint any celebrity or wudsoever. buT i just have to complain anD get it of my chest!! hahaa. so i guess i dun realli have much of a choice over here. lols.

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hahaa! mummy just asked mi a question that makes mi very happy. here goes:
"omg. what did you do to yourself? how come your complexion become darker?"
heex. Life's beautiful. smile(:
i'm feeling so happy now.
nah nah~* tra-lalaa~~*

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

mummy anD i are getting from bad to worse. seriously.
now, even the shoe cabinet is not big enough to "accomodate" all our shoes now.
mummy is already starting to keep shoes in her room
she has got so many pairs that she hasn't wore before can.
with a mummy who wouldnt stop buying shoes
anD my fetish fer heels
i guess gettting a bigger shoe cabinet is thee only way out. hahaa.
anD our nail polish collection! gosh. i realli ought to take a picture of all the bottles one fine day.
lols. so i guess the "shopaholic" genes in mi aint realli myee fault.
hahaa! anD that shall give mi the excuse to shop anD splurge more. heh.
anyway anyway, was looking fer more pictures to put up in myee room.
anD guess what i managed to dig out!
talaa~ here goes :

TERENCE!! lols

cuTe right. of cus! he has myee good genes(: hehee.

anD not forgetting the greatest parents of all ['',]

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gosh, this is so true fer mi(:
Pick the month that you were born in and see if its true fer you! lols.
JANUARY: Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Showing anger easily. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Learns to show emotions
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MARCH: Attractive personality. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest.
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MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint! . Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left b! rain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hu! rt but takes long to r ecover.
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AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .
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SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.
Trustworthy, loyal and honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
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OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves him. Loves to takes things at the center. Attractive and suave. Inner and physical beauty. Does not lie or pretend. Sympathetic. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Soft-spoken, loving and caring Romantic !!! Touchy and ea! sily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong
clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

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okays. pictures are up as promised. captions later kie kie. lols.

nice nice? lols. more subway-ing sun tanning anD cam whoring, auntie HXY!! hehee.
you anD your White Macadamia Nut Cookie
mi anD my double chocolate chip cookie
PERFECT!

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it reads:
Dear Applicant
We refer to your application for a place in the 37th intake of the full-time Bachelor of Business(Management) programme.
We are are pleased to inform you that you have been offered a full-time place in the 37th intake commencing in the first week of July 2006. Please note that the ....
YES!! i received the letter of acceptance from RMIT!! like finally. after 10000 years. the letter i have been awaiting finally found its way here(: disappointment after disappointment each time i open my mailbox anD see that it's not there. everything was there! FLYERS. BILLS. EVERYTHING but this letter. lols. seriously. life cant get any better. i'm going to the course of my dream!! ewww.. RMIT's BBM degree that is. hehee. happy gal(:
oh hahaa! was chatting on messenger with rubby that day while at work. she was telling mi that i could have applied fer NUS's sociology anD got in actually [cus a friend of siming did so anD got in.] lols. i was trying to imagine myself as a social worker in some family service centre. hahaa! it was a pretty farni thought.
okays okays. pardon mi. buT this post is going to be random again. hehee. the usual.
just thought of the question that Terence ask that dae. why is the society so much more intolerant fer gays than they are fer lesbians? come to thinkof it, i realli havent got any idea. perhaps its just the masculine characteristic that all guys are supposed to have. the stereotype that society puts across the male population. so much so that they actually find it hard to accept a guy been taken care of/ look upon as a girl by another guy. it just didnt make sense to them i guess. in any case, i am perfectly fine with homosexual. yes. even gays. buT not like that of colin anD kero of cus [guess you wld have heard of them by now]. again, that's crossing the line. i just think its so not right to tell the whole world what you did with your the other half. i mean definitely not blogging bt every single thing that u guys did? i mean. is there even a need to like announce to the whole world that you guys hold hands, kissed wuDever? i dunnoe. it's not wrong. buT i guess it's not very right either.

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

alrights [damn idiot. i just cant get the spelling of this right fer this first time], in case any one of you is wondering, yours truly is still alive and kicking. YES. i have yet to die of cardiac attack while waiting fer the letter of acceptance from RMIT university. i apologise fer not blogging faithfully. i know the feeling of visiting a site anD its the same old entry you see. i swear i do, okays. lols. anw, as i was saying, its not that i dont want to blog. its just that each time i come here, i haf alot to say, to comment on, to curse and whine about. but everything's just so random that i have no idea where to start. i would organise my thoughts anD end up falling asleep halfway through. anD when i wake up, i just feel like saving it as draft. anD that explains fer the chunk of drafts in my account. so i guess its not realli myee fault right. heheh. lols. one fine day, i will finish my entries. YES. i will (: hahaa.
anyway anyway, todae was a great day [okays. actualli we onli spent the morning tgt] out with myee auntie HXY. man, i'm telling you guys, this ger is getting more anD more auntie. lols. seriously. you should try to date her one of these days anD you will see wuD i meant. [see! as promised, i blogged bt you, miss HXY!! hehe.] silly ger~* hahaa. subway-ing, sun-tanning, cam-whoring it was. a hell lot of fun we had(: heh. gerlynn+hazel alwix eQuates to crazy times tgt. hahaa.
okie okie, pictures up soon i promise kie kie =) update soon! miss mi ['',]

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