Friday, February 24, 2006
release of the A's...
1st march
1st march1st march
1st march*1st marchso its finalli here. the day i most feared. drawing nearer and nearer. anD bEfore we knew it, the result slip will be in my hand. so issit gonna be good or bad?
saw this gal on the train w/ the textbook "understanding our past" in her hand. the usual. mugging. lol. i remember how i used to alwix go out w/ lecture notes in myee bag. even though the chances of mi taking it out, readin anD absorbing the information is ultra low. nonetheless, i will just do it. just to make myself guilt-free.
fer weeks, i haf been hafing alot of dreams. all revolving round myee future. i dreamt bt myee grades. bt the various universities. etc etc. i just haf this intuition that my results's gonna turn out BAD. YES.
BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD! kies. this is fucking irritating. the cynical inner self. alrights. i even reduced to cursing the plane delievering our results anD moe. i was hoping fer the plane to crash. anD fer the MOE building to be attacked by terrorist anD explode. alrites. mere STUPIDITY. I NOE! i am just dumb can. if this makes you happy=/
anw, just wish mi the best anD dun console mi if you see mi crying. cus seriously, it's just gonna get worse. i noe myself. and was telling dian toDae. if she doesnt see mi at work on thurs, she shld noe wuD happened. anD to pardon mi. hahaa. myee cuTe dian(:
oh yes. now something happier. i'm gonna dye myee hair next wkend. thinking of pink highlight. should i or should i not go ahead wif it? nvm. i haf until nxt wkend to decide. ie, if myee grades aint too bad anD i'm in the mood fer it.
anw, mummy found out bt terence relationship w/ jolene. omg. all i can say is: dun belittle myee mummy. i dunnoe how on earth she actualli found out [w/o myee help mind you.]. but she did it anw. anD wud surprised mi most: she's pretty cool bt it! lol. she was just telling terence not to let it affect his sTudies. heys myee dear brother! u bEta do wuD u promised her kie kie. else i cant promise she will let things stay as it is now. well, u should noe her. thats our mummy(:
hai. i still wanna kpo how on earth she found out though. the problem is: i'm not on toking terms wif her now. yes. kinda disappointed w/ her over some stuff. sigh. guess i will be giving in soon. since i'm so desperate anD dying to noe the answer. anD our dear mr terence hasnt got an answer fer mi. neh~ hahaa. am just gonna show hEr the pretty heels i just bought to strike a conversation. the usual. easy. heh.
anw, gonna hit the sacks soon. niTes ppl(:
she misses life as a toddler
